a day in the life...

Apr 30 2008

Remember When??

lovepuppy:

When I was in high school, it was normal to spend between an hour and five each night on the phone with the boy I liked. We’d talk about anything and everything. Just laying in bed, staring at the the ceiling, or out the window. Just laying there and talking. I feel like I really shared so much of who I was with these boys and they did the same thing back.

So that was ten years ago and its been way too long. I want to have a good, long chat with a boy and not be jaded. And to just listen. I talk too much as it is.

so how absolutely true is this?! high schoolers pour their hearts out to each other. maybe a little prematurely, but is having a full heart ever a bad thing? i think we go to college, maybe have a few wild nights, and lose that sense of connection with another human being. we, as a group of social people, kind of really suck. this is why i’ve been sort of restrictive in my dating choices. i don’t want any more emptiness.

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